It is depressing to think about how my life is going. I am almost 20 years old and I am stuck living with my parents. One of my parents does not even want me here with them. I try not to think about it too much but life is so boring. Most of my friends are getting married and are having kids. With that, they do not really have time to party or hang out anymore. I understand. I wish I had a friend, like me. It could be a girl or guy. I do not really care; I just want someone to be with and just enjoy myself for once. I am hoping when I move into my dorm, that I can meet some friends. I am just still afraid about what if they are just like my friends already have girlfriends and boyfriends and they have to see them all the time. I do not want to have to come home on the weekends because otherwise I would be stuck by myself on campus with nothing to do.

I do not want to sound too depressing here so I will end this on a happy note. I am just over thinking everything and I am going to make new lifelong friends at college. I may even find the love of my life when I am not even paying attention.

Work is going really well. We now have seven kids in the two-year-old room. It is exciting! I love it! School is going ok too. I will be done my winter session tomorrow and I hope to finish the class with an A-. Then, I get to start my last semester with four classes. The classes will be Business Law (Online), Intermediate Accounting II, Cost Accounting, and Strategic Management. I will let you know how those classes will be in the coming months.

Also, for the new coming year on this blog. My resolution is to attempt to blog once or twice a week when I don’t have school and twice a month while I am in school. In addition, I want to have some affiliates listed and get my blog rolling, even if I am the only one who visits it sometimes.

I also added more of my photography to the flowers section, if you could take a look at them, that would be wonderful! Thank you!

I finally have come up with 101 Things to do! Actually, I ended up tonight with 107 but I took some things off. I made this list almost a year ago but it definitely needed some cleaning up. Technically you aren’t supposed to do this, but it’s my list, my rules right? The reason I have this list is to make me feel accomplished. Here’s the link to the final Project Click Here.

Moving onto other things. I need to make a new layout but I have nothing really in mind at the moment… Hopefully something will come up in this brain of mine.

Merry Christmas to all who read my blog and for those that don’t celebrate, Happy Holidays!!

I just want to say my Christmas didn’t go as planned but it was still pretty great. I received some books, a couple wii games, clothes, and my Ipod Charger/Alarm Clock.

My cousins and aunt kind of attempted to ruin Christmas. They live a little over an hour away from the reast of the family. They always want us to drive up where they live, which is fine once in awhile but Christmas is hard because of all of the presents we have. I can see why they should drive to us, my aunt was the one who WANTED to move away from us. With that in mind, they need to take that into consideration. Another reason, my aunt called a week ago to invite us to her house. We always have Christmas dinner at our house, she didn’t even discuss it and we had already bought most of the food.

What really puts the cherry on the cake is how they told us. My mom and I kept texting and calling everyone to find out if they were coming to our house or not. They all had the same answer “I don’t know what’s going on.” Christmas Eve, I told my mom not to expect them. Around 1pm my aunt calls to tell us they weren’t coming down. Oh well, this is the second time they’ve done this and I’m tired of it.

I am no longer playing their games. I still care about them and always will but I’m just not going to talk to them or bother them anymore. When they want to be apart of our family, that’s when I’ll given them another chance.

It has been a while since I have last blogged. I have not disappeared for good, but I will just use the usual excuse. School. I am not just using it, school really got in the way and I did not do as well as I would have wanted too. I got an A in Accounting Principles II, C in Intro to Management, B- in Intro to Hospitality, B- in Intro to Marketing, and A- in Intermediate Accounting I.

I also do not think it was a pure coincidence that my two B-’s and C was what I deserved and those classes were all from the same Professor. My whole time at college I have not gotten lower than a B, he comes along, and all of a sudden, I do? I know I definitely deserved a C in Management but I thought Marketing and Hospitality would be at least B+’s. I went from an overall 3.78 GPA to a 3.52. That is a big drop! I am not very worried, disappointed but not worried. I am already accepted into Eastern University so it is all good.

Only 2 days until Christmas! Yay! I am excited. Today Santa Clause came and visited the Preschool, I was walking out as he was coming in and I am glad. Every time we bring up Santa in the Two’s room, they tell us “No Santa, he’s scary.” I know at this age, the kids are always scared but I have to ask myself “Why?” What is so different about Santa then any other new person? I remember this little boy’s first day of preschool; he walked in as if he owned the place. All of us employees are in the kids face in our happy faces saying hi and that doesn’t scare you? Oh yeah but the man who gives you presents does? It would make more sense to me if the boy had cried on his first day of seeing all of the new faces AND cried for Santa. After working in a Daycare, these kinds of questions always pop up.

Of course, I want out to Kohls and Target at Midnight shopping on Black Friday. It was fun and I got a lot of cool things for Christmas gifts!

Also, Friday night I went to a Thirty One party and bought some purses for me and for gifting!

Ohh, and after all I should be graduating in May and I got into the college I wanted to Eastern University. I’m soo excited!

I don’t really have much to say but everything’s going good.

Firstly, we are going to discuss last month’s goals. Last month, I had 5 goals. Here were October’s Goals:
1) Start studying for my tests and quizzes. I don’t want to get anything below a 70.
2) Practice my Zumba routines atleast once a week for an hour.
3) Update Finding Faith and clean it up a bit.
4) Blog a little bit more, even if it is taking advantage of writing the blogs early and setting the date for it to post.
5) Finish sewing my yoga pants.

I’m proud to say, I have finished more goals than I thought I did. Numbers 1, 3, & 5, I can honestly say I worked on them and finished most if not all.

November’s Goals:
1) Continue blogging as much as I can.
2) Update Finding Faith with more pictures for my photography section.
3) Sew a cami so it’ll fit me better.
4) Keep on studying and improving my grades for School.

Life has been pretty busy here lately. I found time to blog though! Last week was mid-term’s. I am sooo glad that is over. Now I am afraid of the grades that I got. It seems to be snowing here, which is not normal for New Jersey. It’s not winter season yet! We haven’t even had Halloween yet! Well, I have to go do some homework and update my photography section.

If you are in school, how’s school making out for you?

I wish you all good luck and happy trails!

I think it is about time for a proper post. Now that I have a work life, I would like to discuss it here (It is my blog and all ).

Working at the daycare is so much fun! I love every minute of it. I get to be at the fun age. Two years old. Yes, I know “Terrible Two’s” but I do not have to deal with it as much as the parents do. The playground *should* be ready on Monday, and last Monday, and hmmm… they said the Monday before that too. I am really hoping the kids can play on it this Monday. I feel bored in the same room all day and I think some of the kids feel the same. I got my hours cut again by four more hours. I still have around 20 hours, I have no bills, and I go to school, so I really do not need all those hours anyway. Some of the other girls who also go to school and work have been complaining a lot. I have nothing to complain about. I love it!

Onto school, School is going good! I got back my Accounting Exam and I got a 97 on it! I was soooo nervous to look at it and yet when I saw the grade I really thought it said 67! Ha! I sure am glad it did not say that and I am glad I did so well. This semester looks like it will be a good one, tough but good.

My health problems, I will not go into detail but my lower back was hurting and I felt a bump so I went to the doctor. My doctor is sending me to a surgeon because I have another cyst (my 3rd). The doctor finally believes me when I say there is something definitely wrong. I am scared though because I do not like needles and I really do not want to have to go through another surgery. I am also scared that I will keep getting these and it will prevent me from going away to college like my dream. I really want to go away and if I have surgeries every 3 months, it will be impossible. Let us all pray this does not happen and I get to finish my dream.

1) Start studying for my tests and quizzes. I don’t want to get anything below a 70.
2) Practice my Zumba routines atleast once a week for an hour.
3) Update Finding Faith and clean it up a bit.
4) Blog a little bit more, even if it is taking advantage of writing the blogs early and setting the date for it to post.
5) Finish sewing my yoga pants.

Just giving everyone a quick about work and school. I’m always tired and exhausted and don’t have much time anymore for much. I hope to make some updates soon. So, look forward to that.